Here We Go Again

Grab the gas and a lighter Maybe I can burn the sickness The one that tells me to hold on when I can feel the tension The one that saw all of this coming but refused to say shit I think trauma dropped the bomb that he just can't be trusted Here we go again Here we go again Here we go again It's torture to cope Like 6 feet of rope The clock goes tick tick tick And then I fuckin' explode I can't say that I should have known Cuz I can't say that I knew shit about it Meanwhile in the back of my mind I was thinking Here we go again I stay nothing but stressed out I think I'ma melt down Yeah I can take a thousand more cuts to the core The bottom built me for war I'm not the same anymore Impossible to ignore I wish somebody would have told me I was in way over my head I wish somebody would have told me Life's never ever gonna be fair I break down when I wake up Cuz everything seems so fucked up I wish somebody would have told me I wish somebody would have told me But here we go again Here we go again Here we go again Live my life on pins and needles Exhausted by all the people I could say but you won't believe it Relapse I keep repeating I think I have hit the ceiling It feels just like the floor If seeing is believing What the fuck is feeling for I'm just a a rat in a cage Scratching the walls to keep sane Feel like cutting open my brain Examining every vein Turns out that I am to blame This repetition insane So I'll just live with the pain I wish somebody would have told me I was in way over my head I wish somebody would have told me Life's never ever gonna be fair I break down when I wake up Cuz everything seems so fucked up I wish somebody would have told me I wish somebody would have told me But here we go again Grab the gas and a lighter Maybe I can burn the sickness The one that tells me to hold on when I can feel the tension The one that saw all of this coming but refused to say shit I think trauma dropped the bomb that he just can't be trusted I wish somebody would have told me I was in way over my head I wish somebody would have told me Life's never ever gonna be fair I break down when I wake up Cuz everything seems so fucked up I wish somebody would have told me I wish somebody would have told me But here we go again Grab the gas and a lighter Maybe I can burn the sickness The one that tells me to hold on when I can feel the tension The one that saw all of this coming but refused to say shit I think trauma dropped the bomb that he just can't be trusted