I could choose to end it here but it's become a part of me

Living life without sabotage, why does it ring so empty? (I’m so empty)

I’m attached to something that only destroys the blessing of a life I have

Wasting time taking part in it, yet I fall for it without fail

So far in and I’m convinced it’ll be a part of me

Can’t seem to let it go though it kills me

And I can’t stop

Count the days it takes off of my life, count the times it weakens me

Pretending I am happy as it pulls me deeper into its grasp

I can quit I don’t need help I must confess that I don’t want help

So far in and I’m convinced it’ll be a part of me

Can’t seem to let it go though it kills me

(Why can’t I stop?)

Yet I’m attached to something less

Than what God has promised me

It keeps consuming me too easily, and I can’t stop

Carelessly dancing with demons unaware of their intentions

I pretend I have control, like I have a choice (what’s my choice?)

Moved by the toxicity, I tell myself to keep on fighting

These cues, consuming

All I need is this urge to fade

Before it’s me that disappears

I’ve scarred myself with this, I crave what’s killing me

So far in and I’m convinced it’ll be a part of me

Can’t seem to let it go though it kills me

(Why can’t I stop?)

Yet I’m attached to something less

Than what God has promised me

It keeps consuming me too easily, and I can’t stop

I can quit I don’t need help I must confess that I don’t want help

Once again I’ve been caught, its killing me but I can’t stop

So far in and I’m convinced it’ll be a part of me

Can’t seem to let it go though it kills me

Why can’t I stop?

Yet I’m attached to something less

Than what God has promised me

It keeps consuming me too easily, and I can’t stop