Put Me First

I used to put you first, never know my worth Mind spinning in circles let me put this in reverse Let me show you how it feels in return So I won't respond until the next day Show up late to a date we just made Act in love them throw a middle finger right to your face so What am I doing Knowing that you won't treat me the same I bet if three months past you won't remember my name And you acting clueless You put me through it when I tried to change All this time just wasted I'm the one to blame I used to cancel plans for another man Who gave zero attention and he made me understand I'm not an option for when shit hits the fan So I'll play my part in this little board game Break your heart till I move to the next space And when I'm done I'll pretend like I don't know your name so What am I doing Knowing that you won't treat me the same I bet if three months past you won't remember my name And you looking clueless you put me through it when I tried to change All this time just wasted I'm the one to blame So why do I do this every time I feel like I'm so mistreated Always fall for those pretty lies, pretty lies, so I wish you the worst Hope you fall in love and it hurts And you stay awake all night and then you cry! So what am I doing knowing that you won't treat me the same I bet if three months past you won't remember My name and you looking clueless you put me through it When I tried to change all this time Just wasted I'm the one to blame