Out with the bitterness now

I'm trying to train myself to feel indifferent

Wow

The bliss I feel from floating inside my ignorance

Call me a hypocrite

But hiding from the pain I cause myself will make me happy, oblivious

My skeletons won't hurt me from the bedroom closet

If life is like a movie, then I'm waiting for the plot twist

Following what moves me and procrastinating progress

Signing up for loneliness that holds me like a

Hostage

I'm tied up

Short on what I need for the ransom

Now

Waiting

On bad luck

To pull apart the person I've made up

Who am I?

That's for you to decide

Always do or die

But at the end of the night

I'm a hostage

Who's had enough

Of living in this world that I made up

On with the pace of it

Any distraction I can fathom to keep away from this impending disaster

I'll move faster than even Usain did

Sprinting circles 'round this topic of conversation

Losing my patience

My skeletons won't hurt me from the bedroom closet

If life is like a movie, then I'm waiting for the plot twist

Following what moves me and procrastinating progress

Signing up for loneliness that holds me like a

Hostage

I'm tied up

Short on what I need for the ransom

Now

Waiting

On bad luck

To pull apart the person I've made up

Who am I?

That's for you to decide

Always do or die

But at the end of the night

I'm a hostage

Who's had enough

Of living in this world that I made up