How Im Feeling

Yeah Ok Today might be yo break-away But you just gotta make a way Stop givin a fuck, And give two fucks bout what yo haters say Cuz that shit ain't gone get you paid Them bill collectors disconnect yo shit if you be late "Hey I apologize, but sir tell me when you get paid? Ok that's great the 8th? Well here's a payment arrangement, what can you pay today?" Really though So tired of workin 9-5, cuz I just sleep from 5 to 9 I'm living but don't feel alive And I feel like I'm to manly to cry Last time I shed a tear is when my granny had died Everybody go through shit, so I push mine to the side Let me vent, man I'm just saying how I'm feeling Inside, inside I said i feel like I'm to manly to cry Last time I shed a tear is when my granny had died Everybody go through shit, so I push mine to the side Let me vent, man I'm just saying how I'm feeling Inside, inside Look And I can barely trust a woman, I do not know who to trust I don't know what I be feeling,is it love or is it lust? Is it both or, is it I believe in both of us? Am I close or, tell me am I'm gettin close enough? I'm feel I'm getting old enough, well too old for the games Save yo new role for the lames, cuz I'm too cold for the flames And if I ain't the one I'm the two, cause I'm the shit When I blow, don't hit my line New phone like "who is this?" You figured that you had yo chance Now you see that I'm a rapper, save that story for yo man Because I'm sure that he's a fan And make sure you tell friends, how It would've been Now you stuck reminiscing on, how everything could've been And sometimes I just feel like I'm too manly to lie And That my be foolish pride, or the fact that I was born in July But you more like the cancer, had to cancel, cuttin the ties Cuttin you off, was the best thing I did In a while Cause i just Feel like I'm to manly to cry Last time I shed a tear is when my granny had died Everybody go through shit, so I push mine to the side Let me vent, man I'm just saying how I'm feeling Inside, inside I said i feel like I'm to manly to cry Last time I shed a tear is when my granny had died Everybody go through shit, so I push mine to the side Let me vent, man I'm just saying how I'm feeling Inside, inside (I do not know who to trust) (Am I gettin close enough)