How Do You Choose

Rolling down the window Too scared to get out How do you say goodbye to someone you thought you couldn't live without? My mind is racing with memories Of who he was and how good everything used to be Damn, it could've been me How do you choose who comes back home? Who goes under an old gravestone? I'm just asking 'cause it makes no sense to me Is it something that takes a little time? Does it even cross your mind? Or is this the way that it has to be? Tell me, God, did I win or lose? Why am I here when he's there with you? How do you choose? My guilty conscience Preys on my mind As I see the words they wrote after he left us behind Now I'm on my knees How do you choose who comes back home? Who goes under an old gravestone? I'm just asking 'cause it makes no sense to me Is it something that takes a little time? Does it even cross your mind? Or is this the way that it has to be? Tell me, God, did I win or lose? Why am I here when he's there with you? How do you choose who stays here and who goes home? I'll never understand feeling this alone How do you choose who comes back home? Who goes under an old gravestone? I'm just asking 'cause it makes no sense to me Is it something that takes a little time? Does it even cross your mind? Or is this the way that it has to be? Tell me, God, did I win or lose? Why am I here when he's there with you? How do you choose? God, tell me, how do you choose?