Mess Of My Kind

I've been vigilant To stop you coming in Whenever you're close to the truth 'Cause these bags are heavy But I'll never let you let me Give some of the weight on to you I'm a chapter you don't wanna read Some of these lines are even too dark for me If you saw the monsters in my head You would never sleep in my bed You'd never hold me like this (oooh) If you heard the ghosts in every room Telling me I'm no good for you Would you still be all in? Only a fool would choose to lose their mind for a mess of my kind If you saw the monsters in my head You'd never be mine It may seem innocent The way I huddle in To your arms when the day's at an end But to tell you the truth I'm Slowly dying on the inside I'll never let it show, so for you I'll pretend I'm a chapter you don't wanna read Some of these lines are even too dark for me If you saw the monsters in my head You would never sleep in my bed You'd never hold me like this (hold me like this) If you heard the ghosts in every room Telling me I'm no good for you Would you still be all in? Only a fool would choose to lose their mind for a mess of my kind If you saw the monsters in my head You would never sleep in my bed You'd never hold me like this (hold me like this) If you heard the ghosts in every room Telling me I'm no good for you Only a fool would choose to lose their mind for a mess of my kind If you saw the monsters in my head