Everybody looking at me from the sidelines

Every day I have this feeling that I might die

Every day I have this feeling that you might lie

And every day they make me wonder, why do I try?

Now everybody looking at me for a reason

And every day I fucking wonder how I'm breathing

And every day I fucking wonder why you need him

And everybody says they care I don't believe them

Everybody looking at me from the sidelines

Every day I have this feeling that I might die

Every day I have this feeling that you might lie

And every day they make me wonder, why do I try?

Now everybody looking at me for a reason

And every day I fucking wonder how I'm breathing

And every day I fucking wonder why you need him

And everybody says they care I don't believe them

I can't change my past

Optimistic lover with a half-full glass, but

But I can't go back

Tried my best, but I lost my track again

And I don't need new friends

Tried to cut you off, but I woke up in your bed again

And all those texts I sent

Masochistic loving that I can't forget

I'm so sick, I wake up, I hate it

I call her up, like no shit, I'm wasted

She's told me, "I'm so sick of everything your saying"

And I ain't been to church in years, but now I'm praying

That I don't fuck this up

I'm in the bathroom of a party and I'm throwing up

And I just don't want you to think that I'm a lost cause, lost cause, lost cause

I'm so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

Everybody looking at me from the sidelines

Every day I have this feeling that I might die

Every day I have this feeling that you might lie

And every day they make me wonder, why do I try?

Now everybody looking at me for a reason

And every day I fucking wonder how I'm breathing

And every day I fucking wonder why you need him

And everybody says they care I don't believe them