Rainzzz

Another Memory 2

In a world of my own

If you don't remember, then you never truly existed, you drifted through life as a ghost

It's hard to find meanin' in nothin', it's hard to connect to this world when you don't have a soul

You wear different faces around different people, you don't know yourself 'cause you change 'em like clothes

You're sad from beginning to end, just awaitin' your death for your flesh to break down and then bones

I'll be deleted, I don't even feel, I'm emotionless, now I've grown colder than steel

I keep to myself, I don't let nothin' out, I stitch my mouth shut so now my lips are sealed

Everyone treats me as if I'm not there like a voice in their head like I'm not even real

I put my guard up, got nothin' but hard luck 'cause it didn't matter, pain broke through my shield

I've come to the realization I'm fightin' a battle that nobody ever can win

There ain't no chance in hell, chance in hell, I mean it's not even slim

Succumbing to shameful addictions, I'm finished, I've sinned, I can't stomach the devil within

Ignorin' my morals, I don't give a fuck if the end of the day I just don't wanna live