My mama mad at me, I know i fucked up big

My girl mad at me, I know i fucked up big

What's love? I guess I never understand

Every time I say sorry, I do that shit again

Check, check, check,

I made a promise

That I would never leave you stressed

I made a promise

That I would never send that text

I made a promise

That if I ever felt distant,

I would be honest

Call me Ariana, cause I can't make this shit last

Call me Ariana, cause I moved on way too fast

Call me my father, because I'm drowning out my feelings

And call me my brother, because I'm still trying to find meaning

in my life what a sight, seeing tallychart crying for help in the middle of the night

Parasite, it ain't right, trying to fight

Cause at the end I always find myself crying for help in the middle of the night

Spittin more now, cause smoking made me cough

Body looking like it was painted by Van Gogh

More tunes like this and I'll never make a million

She looking like she was directed by Vince Gilligan

Call me Taylor Swift, cause I would've, could've, should've

Doing everything that my dad says I shouldn't

Flipping the pages like it's your favourite book

And if you think I don't want you, man, I'm already hooked

On TØP, like my favourite band, but they're shit

I'm not a fake fan, never listen to the hits,

remaking the hit but I always get it wrong,

kinda fucking annoying that she ruined all my favourite songs

Got home late again, I know I fucked up big

She ain't responding to my texts, I know I fucked up big

Now I got her mad at me, I know I fucked up big

But I don't wanna say I'm sorry, I don't wanna make amends

Every bad decision I just say, I forget

At the end of the day, I say fuck it no regrets

Gotta keep going cause I ain't trying to slack

Every bad decision makes me more like BoJack

BoJack Horseman, all that talking

A beautiful friendship ended up in stalking

Let me tell you about a few predicaments I'm in

How I always find a way to fuck it all up again

Like if someone fucks me over then it's always my fault

That's a dumb thing to say, you must be drinking supermalt

Made myself look better, now these girls wanna chat to me

It's funny how before, all you would do was just laugh at me

Man I'm going solo but I think I need an assist

I said no and somehow that made me the rapist

Imma do something for me and defo not for you

So when you say I loved that I can say me too

Sometimes it's fun to do things not thinking about the consequences

Living in the moment, ignoring all the coincidences

it felt good in the moment, ah man it was bliss

But now it's just another bad decision on the list

Go home late again, I know I fucked up big

She aint responding to my texts, I know I fucked up big

But now I got her mad at me, I know I fucked up big

But I don't wanna say I'm sorry, I don't wanna make amends

Every bad decision I just say, I forget

At the end of the day, I say fuck it no regrets

But I keep going cause I ain't tryna slack

Every bad decision makes me a little more like BoJack

I used your hoodie as a blanket last night

(what?)

It was the only thing I could sleep with, it reminded me of you

I used your window as a bathroom last night

(what the fuck?)

I must have been fucked, I didn't know where I was

I had work the next day, I had to get up at 9

Writing in the bag just to pass the time

It wasn't the best job but money is money

People asking for a photo think they're tryna be funny

But in a room for the girls, I would still choose you

Out of all the girls I've ever fucked, they weren't as good as you

Out of all the girls I've ever wanted to see it through

At the end of the day, man they weren't as good as you

The way we got together almost felt like it was fate

First time in a while, right time, right place

Imma take a step back and chill out for your sake

Cause you're the first thing in my life that doesn't feel like a mistake

Got home late again, I know I fucked up big

She ain't responding to my texts, I know I fucked up big

Now I got her mad at me, I know I fucked up big

But I don't wanna say I'm sorry, I don't wanna make amends

Every bad decision I just say I forget

At the end of the day, I say fuck it no regrets

Gotta keep going cause I ain't tryna slack

Every bad decision makes me little more like BoJack