feeling like i don't belong

radiating blue in an empty void

playing myself in an endless game of pong,

and i'll never win, it's got me going paranoid

 

i don't know what i want from you, but you do

i won't be coming home today, cos you got me feelin blue

and when you look me in the eyes, i look away

i've always looked up to the sky, night and day

 

sometimes i like to refuse everything that

i have to offer to myself, cos i'm

a little overwhelmed by the ideal, oh

what if i made it and i prove myself wrong

 

this window that i see life through

is a blessing and a curse

the aesthetic of my life is one worth living for

so i'll keep passing by, and you should find yours

sometimes i get lost in my brain and there is no escape but to block out my pain, but it's not really pain, it's just misinformation that causes me to stumble upon myself.

got a bruise, dirty shoes, i aint heard the news, and im still tryna catch a cruise,

i'm still waiting on that feeling, that everyone calls love

 

sometimes i like to refuse everything that

i have to offer to myself, cos i'm

a little overwhelmed by the ideal, oh

what if i made it and i prove myself wrong