Bring You Home

Don't know if I'll be ready to lose someone when I bring you home Someone who loved me before I was even three years old Wanted to wait until my grandma died 'cause I didn't wanna add to the pain I know the timing won't ever be right, but I'm still afraid to say your name 'Cause I'm not done learning how to be proud of who I am And where I come from, they don't take the time to understand I would rather hide than let them know It's easier for me to be alone I'm not ready to lose someone when I bring you home Was it selfish to lead you on when I still don't know myself? 'Cause it's too easy to hold my tongue and put you through hell Wanted to wait until my parents were older So I could give them the son I thought they wanted But all I gave them was someone they'll never know 'Cause I'm not done learning how to be proud of who I am And where I come from, they don't take the time to understand I would rather hide than let them know It's easier for me to be alone I'm not ready to lose someone when I bring you home Bring you home I'm not done learning how to be proud of who I am And where I come from, they don't take the time to understand I would rather hide than let them know It's easier for me to be alone I'm not ready to lose someone when I bring you home