Dry Heave

I wanna live forever! is that too much to ask Enough dry heaving in the mirror and fogging up the glass I wanna like the way I look without an ugly t-shirt But I'm afraid that if I like my clothes I'll hate what's underneath What if I'll never be the person that I Swore I'd give my everything to be Forever dumb and awkward skinny lonely Wasting time and drowning in my dreams I missed my lunch already, why not skip dinner too caught up On tiger lilies dying, dying in their bloom You said forever's just a feeling like all things too will pass and I'll waste a lifetime honey trying to make it last Maybe I'll never be the person that I Swore I'd give my everything to be Forever dumb and awkward skinny lonely Wasting time and drowning in my dreams