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I know that's not you on the bus 'cause you always take taxis So the thought that I'd see you in London is just a fake fantasy I wish you hadn't said that to my heart when you took that away from me Well that's in the past like I'll never see who's in the backseat And I hate your reasoning Take what you need from my past Construct a pretty story about a first love But you'd never have touched my heart if you thought it would mean progress So take what you need from the past And construct those new moments And it's you I didn't think that I'd have to say But I miss you and think of you almost every single day And it's you I thought I would be braver But I've missed you too long My heart flipped to a screensaver To a screensaver Put me in your book when you inevitably make it to fame Just make sure you're proxy Make sure to use my fake name Call me Hitler, no one will notice the fucking difference Call it Stalingrad, starve them out, this time you'll write the history books But I love your reasoning Take what you need from my past We'll try again We'll pretend this could last You can touch my heart, make sure it's dead You know you'll never make progress Cause the spark inside me has gone I'm just a two-chambered coke-head But it's you Didn't think that I'd have to say But darling, I miss you and think of you almost every single day And it's you I thought I would be braver But you left me too long My heart switched to a screensaver To a screensaver I'm just your screensaver