I've been told not to dwell on the Past All it's gonna do is hold me back and keep

Me at last Times I was in the car thinking let me just

Crash I'm going fast enough to just leave my life

In the past I came close so many times, thoughts of suicide

Well, should I die

Captions saying fly high or places thats filled with memory and pain when they

Drive by And those thoughts, they just stay with me

I hate this type of pain and pray to be in a better place

When it's all said and done and I'm the one they love

No matter where I'm coming from and even when I come back

I hope it's me that's gonna be coming back Not just a shell that's filled with spite

And emotions is what I lack Where I can say I'm truly happy

And that's a fact where they can see me sprinting on my victory lap

Got people I owe if I make it there People that cared enough to have my share

That worked so hard to help me clear my air Who lightened the load on my shoulders

When it was way too much to bear They believed in me when I wouldn't dare

People who listen to all of my despair Cause life just isn't fair

All my severed connections Thought if I lost them all then I'd be better

Respected Hate that all my best friends just had to

Turn into lessons And what to do with them is what I was left

To question Girl these feelings won't ever fade but I'm

Done fighting You were my light and shining moon

Don't think you truly understand how hard I'm trying to

Move on and be okay but I can't help the urge to find you too

My emotions bouncing back and forth Hoping we leave this last resort

Hope I sign a deal, book us flights and rent us out a whole resort

All them honeys screaming and cheering all the tours

But I'ma focus on who I'm doing it for Hope you make it back before I move on and

Close the door

There's a process to these things and I understand But I wish we woulda just stuck to our future

Plan I'll forever be your man, hope you get what

I'm saying Cause this shit is taking turns and it's making

Me look insane But I got faith in the future so I'm sure

I'll be okay

I'm sure

I'm in and out of consciousness The sloppiness of my emotions is the only

Thing that's stopping this Keep talking shit and you gon' be on the

Saint's naughty list I'm finally making peace with this new world

That I'm a part of Finally moving on from the feelings that we

Called our love Finally moving on from those old times and

It's the start of An era where I take all of my brothers out

Of the mud They gon' be the ones that are backstage on

The tours We gon' be the ones to go out leave it all

On the floor They gon' be the reason that I make it right

Through the doors Grateful they gon' be the reason I don't

Fumble anymore And I'm forever indebted who you think this

For Dylan gonna be the one drowning in all the hundreds

Calo gonna be the one on all the tours and he gon' love it

Rayann help me realize that all of this ain't for nothing

Now I have to be the one that goes and turns this into something

Mos wanted is out in poppin' My shit is not worth a bumpin

No way am I okay I'm tired of all this frontin

Living everyday diluting This shit is extremely numbing

But like I said I gotta turn this into something

I'm gon' make it to the other side And on the other side

I promise I'm gon' be lovin' I promise I'm gon' prevail

No matter what ships have sailed No matter the shit that fails

No matter what tales they tell I'm chillin' sittin' in jail

I swear I'm gon' make the bail I swear I'm gon' escape hell

And trust they'll be surprised because of how far that I fell

But this shouldn't come as a shock cause I got this shit here online

And know there's nobody stoppin' me or droppin' me

I'll be around forever holdin' on I got my tether

I'm reignin' supreme and that's the future forecast

Just cause Jaybug is better Cause of what I do with these letters

Replacing the trendsetters Compression I send pressure

Her best friend I send pleasure Just met her I'm leg spreader

The lessons I'm professor Pro-choice I'ma pro let her

Intelligent pro-header Shit talkin' let's go wet em

I'm clever never forget it I'm the king and they gon' sing it

Bring my flowers cause I tower over all these phony rappers

How I laugh I'm how I pass I'm like a joint that's next in the rotation

Presidential welcome to inauguration