Dumped like a chewing gum, I am wandering from shoe to shoe,

No clue how I got here or who took me home.

Only by sticking to others, I am able to roam about.

The odor of sweat and cheap beer fills the sphere,

And every thought takes a year to appear clear.

All your clothes gather to cover the floor,

So even when somebody tries to reach, they wouldn't manage to open the door.

I leak, my dam broke, I could swallow gallons,

But what for? The only thing it hydrates is my lacrimal gland.

Suddenly my legs are not supposed to stand,

But to wobble, they no more carry, every pebble under the sole makes them tremble, like fucking twizzlers.

Though the asphalt sizzles my limbs, they shiver.

I want to chug that bottle of vodka and jump into the river.

Darkness comes upon me, lets me faint so I can't fight,

It claims every bone, making my brain its newest home.

Darkness dwells within me, steers my life and dims the light,

It takes my hands, breaks my legs, and drags me to its motherland.

It blossoms in the warmth of my existence,

It feasts on my richness and shits out its babies.

They themselves consume my substance,

Till every fiber, every cell is black.

They devour my power, from head to toe, from front to back,

They ravage my courage till I am a wreck, till I'm just a lack,

A lack of human, it's just black.

Inside and surrounding me! Just black.

I lost the track of time inside this ditch or did I lose time altogether!

The big freeze of galaxies.?

We used to seize the day and it didn't matter how many times we lost our ways,

We always found each other, but this time is different.

I should have been with you, should have listened to the alarm,

When the halt of it all hit us, we were supposed to compost arm in arm.

Darkness dwells within me, steers my life and dims the light,

It takes my hands, breaks my legs, and drags me to its motherland.

Darkness comes upon me, lets me faint so I can't fight,

It claims every bone, making my brain its newest home.