The Seas

I'll sit outside these doors and keep my engine running Until I calm the seas within me Make a choice to carry on or carry out My dream to be the one you sing to When you're cold and all alone Know that I am here and I'm still holding on You can call me a coward (You can call me a coward) Or you can call it breaking free. My lungs can't handle anymore of this tonight So I'll just go home before I say too much Oh no, I've said too much The taste of coffee on my tongue, so bittersweet Mirrors the taste of what it's like to lose absolutely everything Thickened air and thickened skin reminds me of what could've been Had I not felt pressure on my ear (Had I not felt the pressure) My lungs can't handle anymore of this tonight So I'll just go home before I say too much Oh no, I've said too much (I say too much) For the record, I am part of something wearing thin The same thing thrusting me into this mess that I am in I never thought I would find beauty in what once was dead Some will fight, some will fly, I haven't made my choice yet (I saw a robin fall from a tree) (And the worst part is I couldn't do a damn thing.) My lungs can't handle anymore of this tonight My lungs can't handle anymore of this tonight So I'll just go home before I say too much Oh no, I've said too much (I say too much)