I wish my head had a trap-door
For when I need escaping
Can't live with myself anymore
Feels like I'm suffocating
Tight spaces, breathing in exhaust
Spiraling in negative thoughts
Hostage, duct-taped in the garage
A master of self-sabotage
I don't, I don't know how to let somebody know
I try to scream but fear has got me by the throat
And I was talking to a friend
About my situation
He's been exactly where I've been
Familiar isolation
A basket case for days on end
A prison of comparisons
Hostage, duct-taped in the garage
A master of self-sabotage
I don't, I don't know how to let somebody know
I try to scream but fear has got me by the throat
Gaslit by my mirror makes me wish that I was someone else
I know that I can't love her until I decide to love myself
Gaslit by my mirror makes me wish that I was someone else
I know that I can't love her until I decide to love myself
I don't, I don't know how to let somebody know
I try to scream but fear has got me by the throat
And so the plot thickens again
I'm both villain and victim
Drunk on lonely entitlement
Wanting someone to listen
I'm screaming from the inside-out
Hover above, then come back down
I'm not some narcissistic God
Abandon this self-sabotage
Abandon this self-sabotage
Abandon this self-sabotage
Abandon this self-sabotage
Abandon this self-sabotage
