I been so impatient

Nearly lost focus

Momma said the moments

Will help me stay focused

But I want more

I just want progress

Feel like my process

Is making me regress

I don’t want regrets

I just want more

Seeing **** hit a lick

Belly empty since a kid

I been on a pilgrimage

Many times I nearly quit

Many times I blamed another **** even though they really innocent

Desire turned to envy and thinking silly shit

Like maybe they just got a co-sign

Maybe them **** are close friends

Maybe they got up holding a line

Maybe they just following the trend

Feel like I inspired everybody in the underground last year

Fuck it I was on one

I think all the hoes came to me last year man

Mhm fuck it it was fun though

This feeling is unsettling

Music is my medicine

I been back peddling

Wonder if I’ll ever win

Diamonds forming under pressure

Don’t know if I’m getting better

Wonder if I’ll ever get up

Problem is I’ll never let up

Wonder if I’ll miss my time

Hoping I don’t skip the line

For 20 plus years I been

struggling against my mind

Momma told me boy don’t forget the place your heart is

These are the unbridled thoughts of an artist

Can I speak?

Can I be heard?!

Can I find some peace of mind somewhere in this verse

Can I make a milli off this music I disperse

Or will I be another **** hanging on the verge

Stuck between a Grammy and another weekend panicking

Fluid with my style but with the music I’m a mannequin

Wonder where my passion is

Feeling like I’m anakin

Wonder if the dark and light is where my answers live

An anarchist

Fuck the rules

Fuck the agenda

I am not another **** made to be the martyr

The school of hard knocks is not my alma mater

I am here to school you motherfuckers

I'm your father

I am him

A young goat with nothing but big dreams

A big heart

That’s what they call the dog in him

A big bark

An even bigger bite

I stopped being an imposter when I finally found my light

Ahhh