Memories of places where I used to run

So wild and free, I was lost in serenity

Without a slightest care for whats to come

Held the anxious one, locked away deep inside me

Fast forward to a night I lost control

As the dark took hold, another victim of anxiety

My darkest hours drowning in despair

Was it reallly fair, to lead me to believe in whats not there?

Discourse so toxic, each word corrodes my soul

Your dripping lies, I'm sinking down to depths below

I tried to reach for something more

You clipped my wings and watched me fall

You've grown so numb to all my pain

Lost inside your own delusion

Its a slow decay

Four years or more I felt this disconnect

No longer could accept, these fears obscuring my reality

Picking up pieces just to feel alive

I scrambled to survive

You question everything that sets me free?

I finally see it, this time I'll just let go

To find our destiny, sometimes we walk alone

I tried to reach for something more

You clipped my wings and watched me fall

You've grown so numb to all my pain

Lost inside your own delusion

Its a slow decay

Sometimes they hate because they don't really understand you

Don't let your dreams be buried by the ones who've hurt you

I tried to reach for something more

You clipped my wings and watched me fall

You've grown so numb to all my pain

Lost inside your own delusion

Its a slow decay

Slowly drown with selfish hate

Everyday - slow decay