Deadweight

Yeah

I’m thankful for the sleep that I still manage

At the end of every day

Aware it’s not consistent

Cuz most nights I’m wide awake

But I’m breathing

Dig dig dig further until my

Lungs cave in suffocate in my skin

I’d give my hope give my pride

Leave nothing left inside

For my life just how much would suffice

Break me out of this hell I’m in

Built up walls to protect me from the elements so

Get me out of this rut that I’ve been stuck in

It’s getting harder to pretend

Deadweight til the bitter end

Deadweight I am

Sink further and further

Into the rabbit hole again

I don’t recognize my reflection in the mirror

Come clean come clean with yourself

Just start again

And let these demons in my head rest

Is there to much on my plate

Or am I going insane

Am I going insane

Break me out of this hell I’m in

Built up walls to protect me from the elements so

Get me out of this rut that I’ve been stuck in

It’s getting harder to pretend

So I won't pretend

So sick of the walls I procreated

Nothing helps to to numb the ache

Watching the world turn it’s back on me

Come clean come clean

Deadweight

Yeah