Somehow

I tell you that I want you That I've loved you for so long now I stand before you My eyes they fall to the ground I am a coward here In these feelings I've found But I want to be braver I won't play you like a card in my hand I want to be real So you know where I stand Somehow This day is not mine to break And I must learn now There are some things I cannot take Somehow This time is not mine to choose And I must learn now Sometimes it's okay to lose Desire It's burning my heart Desire It's tearing this old house apart But it feels so good It feels so bad It feels so good Why do I feel so sad I wouldn't change a thing I don't need to survive I wouldn't change a thing I'm gonna burn alive I'll make you a tea now You're folding your arms I'm feeling empty I'm feeling alarmed But I'm gonna stay right here I have found something new Out in the darkness all alone But with the light of loving you Somehow This day is not mine to break And I must learn now There are some things I cannot take Somehow This time is not mine to choose And I must learn now Sometimes it's okay to lose Desire It's burning my heart Desire It's tearing this old house apart But it feels so good It feels so bad Darling it feels so good Why do I feel so sad I wouldn't change a thing I don't need to survive I wouldn't change a thing I'm gonna burn alive I wouldn't change a thing I don't need to survive I wouldn't change a thing I'm gonna burn alive