Round & Round

I wake up at noon, look in the mirror

And see this stupid ugly dude

He can barely breathe when he's supposed to be this

New cool punk-rock thing

Is this a joke? I think I shouldn't feel this low

When I pay my debts off and I bought my girl new clothes

Counting on the heart to heal, unless it won't

Round and round

I've been spinning and I think I gained a couple pounds

Maybe you feel just like me and you

Can't stand the sound of your voice and those around can't even tell

Afraid to ask for help

'Cause I don't even like myself

People think I'm cool

Wish I could see myself the way I think they do

But it's, like, 2 a.m., I'm overthinking

Does my wife still like me or have I just lost it?

Going round and round

I've been spinning and I think I gained a couple pounds

Maybe you feel just like me and you

Can't stand the sound of your voice and those around can't even tell

Afraid to ask for help

'Cause I don't even like myself

No, I don't even like myself

I don't even like myself

It's like everybody's watching, but there's nothing here to see

I've been waiting my whole life to be here, but I just wanna be

Running back into my mom's arms like in elementary

Everyday I hear these good things, but there's not one thing I believe

See, nobody understands just what it's like inside my brain

I don't wanna talk about it; I'll just close my eyes and pray

To God that maybe soon I'll wake up and then I won't feel this way

'Cause, I don't wanna feel this way

No, I don't wanna be this way

Going round and round

I've been spinning and I think I gained a couple pounds

Maybe you feel just like me and you

Can't stand the sound of your voice and those around can't even tell

Afraid to ask for help

'Cause I don't even like myself