Millions of Heartbeats

I've been feeling a little bit different, a little bit strange

There's this numbness inside of me

Things aren't hitting in quite the same way

I look for inspiration

At night my heart beats so fast I get palpitations

You know I've got total devotion

But the spark is lit at such a low flame

There are no guarantees

What are my boundaries?

How do I protect myself?

Time no longer makes sense

Can't relate to my friends

There has to be something else

Everyone is trying, trying so hard

Well, maybe, maybe you could try a little bit too

Everything hurts, yeah, it hurts so much

I eat my dinner in the toilets at lunch

I just want to believe

Is that feeling still inside me?

The sun has gone and so must I

Do you think we'll know each other when we die?

The sky is grey and I'm blue

Have I told you that I love you?

Told you that I love you

Told you that I love you

I guess what I'm asking

Is am I a number or a person?

I want a simple answer

But I'm simply given another diversion

You're working from the inside

But now you find yourself in the building

They say I'm only human

Well, isn't that the problem?

Everyone is trying, trying so hard

Well, maybe, maybe you should try a little bit too

Everything you feel can just come undone

And the media supports all the far-right scum

I just want to believe, but the feeling's not inside me

The sun has gone and so must I

Do you think we'll know each other when we die?

The sky is grey and I'm blue

Have I told you that I love you?

Come outside, look up with me

The moon is full and bright tonight

All the stars laid out like they're watching us

Wish they could send help

But for now all we have in millions

Millions of light-years is millions and millions of heartbeats

And I think it's worth holding on for

Well, don't you? Oh, I guess we have to try