Trying

I'm trying

Can you see that I'm trying?

Left me out there crying on my own

I was dying all alone

But I'm still trying

Can you see that I'm trying?

Tryna be a better version of me for you

I don't know what I still see in you

But I'm still trying

Tryna get over you is like losing addiction

I found out I was addicted to you the day you went missing

Even if I had perceptions to help, I still wouldn't listen

I'd go and make that decision, to keep on missing and missing

That cycle starts getting vicious when you start losing your hope

Get sick of praying and wishing that that's the end of the road

The pain, it lingers and lingers unless you choose to let go

But letting go is the hardest when they have half of your soul

I'm looking for you in her

Looking for us in them

Looking for answers when

I should be looking at myself

I'm looking for you in her

Looking for us in them

Looking for answers when

I should be looking at

Trying

Can you see that I'm trying?

Left me out there crying on my own

I was dying all alone

But I'm still trying

Can you see that I'm trying?

Tryna be a better version of me for you

I don't know what I still see in you

But I'm still trying