Trying

I'm trying Can you see that I'm trying? Left me out there crying on my own I was dying all alone But I'm still trying Can you see that I'm trying? Tryna be a better version of me for you I don't know what I still see in you But I'm still trying Tryna get over you is like losing addiction I found out I was addicted to you the day you went missing Even if I had perceptions to help, I still wouldn't listen I'd go and make that decision, to keep on missing and missing That cycle starts getting vicious when you start losing your hope Get sick of praying and wishing that that's the end of the road The pain, it lingers and lingers unless you choose to let go But letting go is the hardest when they have half of your soul I'm looking for you in her Looking for us in them Looking for answers when I should be looking at myself I'm looking for you in her Looking for us in them Looking for answers when I should be looking at Trying Can you see that I'm trying? Left me out there crying on my own I was dying all alone But I'm still trying Can you see that I'm trying? Tryna be a better version of me for you I don't know what I still see in you But I'm still trying