I don't stand straight

I don't talk properly

I dribble on my words

And people can't hear what I say

I'm too skinny

You can see my ribs and it's disgusting

I'm not confident enough, I wish I was though

'Cause I got comfortable in the role of the awkward boy, but then it all shattered

Every move I make, I notice

I'm so self-aware that it sometimes scares me

People think I'm weird

I'm not really though, I just get comfortable, and then I'm the peculiar one

I don't do things, I'm too scared

I'm too scared to live

I'm too much of a coward to die

I'm too much of a coward to do it

I'm too much of a coward to jump

And I'm too much of a coward to pull it

I'm too much of a coward to take that pill

I wanna fucking kill myself, but I'm too scared

I fucking hate myself for it

I fucking hate myself for it

I wanna kill myself, I wanna die

I wanna just fuck off

I wanna just kill everybody else on this

I don't wanna live anymore

I don't wanna be in this fucking nightmare

That some people call a fucking life

I hate it here

I'm a fucking loser

I'm a fucking, fuck-fuck

I just wanna fuck off

I don't wanna live anymore

I wanna fucking die

But I'm too much of a fucking coward to actually fucking die