Its every night when I fall in a pit

When I roll another j and I take another hit

When I feel so lost when I cant create

When I think bout home but you can't relate

I swear there's nothing like New England in the fall

My life in retrograde so I just had to leave it all

And I think about my mom

And all the times that I was drunk

I was 15 pushing 16

Man I thought I knew it all

Regardless of the tears I saw

And how could she be so strong

And how could I could be so selfish i know

Those lifeless eyes I see

Burdened by guilt if i see you in pain how could I just leave

Loyalty made a fool out of me

Hard lesson learned

I don't deserve

You could watch me drift

You could watch me fade away

While I sip my novocaine

I'm gone

Watch me how I drift

Fluid like a hopeless dream

Life is never as it seems

Chasing for eternity

Thinkin' i could

Maybe I'll get it right

If I just follow my intuition

and i know that i should

Turn a new page in this life

While I aimlessly wander in search of Something as good

Y'all ain't really got talent

Y'all ain't really make magic

Y'all just chase lights camera action (pose)

I don't wanna chase someone else

Watch how you talkin' bout yourself

Don't fuck with my heart

Don't fuck with my soul

Don't fuck with my heart at night

Don't fuck with my lonely nights

Chasing for it all my life

All I want is paradise

Don't fuck with my heart at night

Don't fuck with my lonely nights

Chasing it for all my life

All I want is-

You could watch me drift

You could watch me fade away

While I sip my novocaine

I'm gone

Watch me how I drift

Fluid like a hopeless dream

Life is never as it seems

Chasing for eternity