River (feat. V.C.R & Dakota Austin)

I was raised by the players and the game

That they didn't want to win so they never treated the same

From the rougher side of the terrain

Renovating broken links in the generational chain

Bigger than the curses and the claims

That I watched em try to put on my family's last names

Runnin to the truth

Could Look like runnin from the lights and the fame

When you ain't forget the nights of the pain

Splitting dice by the flame

Betting on the fights in my brain

Led to wronging all the rights in my lane

From the heights I obtained

I got extra ice in my veins

If you thinking you could try come again

I know Time wasnt tame

I'm refined and I'm wise in the ways

That I find Serendipity aligned and arranged

Strive in the middle of the grind

I'm lettin it fall in line

To the rhythm of the river when I pray now

Another flight through the valley in the shadow of death

Tryna keep my head from out of the depths

That's where the hazard is left

Cause this depression been as quiet as kept

tried to sacrifice it for the success

Internal burdens while externally blessedly

It's been a world I accept

My therapist said thats too much to compress

put my soul to the test

Identity could be the infinite jest

Along with time robbing all of the stress

It's work to stop the descent

Its different when the listener ventin

I understand

Commitment and fulfillment I balance on either hand

I still get co-dependent and worry about the plan

Adjusting to a space where I'm callin out the commands

Appreciate the patience while I been learning to land

It's still a couple lines we been drawin over the sand

But I'm standing my ground with durability

Committed to delivering my essence of humility

For real