I been focused only on myself so if I'm selfish then ok

Just tell me straight, I

I been hoping somebody could help me, or say help is on the way

Tell me that I'm safe, I

Know I'm not perfect and

I'm not the best person

Because life can be a burden sometimes

And I be at my worst I never fail to end up hurt

But also maybe I deserve it sometimes

Ok, I

Won't make excuses for being reclusive

On the pursuit of cocoon I'm using

My mood is intrusive

Not trynna lose I refuse the truth

I assume a conclusion

If you had said you was gonna leave me

Then prove it and do it

Sometimes it's just

Better by yourself to focus on your mental health

That's when you pick yourself up and wipe the dust up off that shelf that you been sittin on

Meditation necessary it should be depended on

Cause when you think you on a roll you might be gettin shitted on

Don't be so cruel

Say it's me it's not you

Girl don't be a fool

You don't need to see this thing through

I been focused only on myself so if I'm selfish then ok

Just tell me straight, I

I been hoping somebody could help me, or say help is on the way

Tell me that I'm safe, I

Know I'm not perfect and

I'm not the best person

Because life can be a burden sometimes

And I be at my worst I never fail to end up hurt

But also maybe I deserve it sometimes

This what I did to deserve the worst of your treatments

But personally hurting you wasn't purposely didn't mean it

I been

Been fighting demons just short of my inner peace

And its gettin easy me giving you reasons for wantin' leave me ok

Girl I wont beg you to stay

I know I always self destruct and I get in my own way

Say I be stuck in my thoughts and I be so lost in my brain

Well that's at least what you say

These memories on replay

Wish I could please you I can't

Don't be so cruel

Say it's me it's not you

Girl don't be a fool

You don't need to see this thing through

I been focused only on myself so if I'm selfish then ok

Just tell me straight, I

I been hoping somebody could help me, or say help is on the way

Tell me that I'm safe, I

Know I'm not perfect and

I'm not the best person

Because life can be a burden sometimes

And I be at my worst I never fail to end up hurt

But also maybe I deserve it sometimes