I fail successfully

I feel stuck I got nothing to hold on to I talk to no one boo)

They see me travelling

They shift from envy to slay in a sec

I shift from sadness to panic attacks

I wanna burn burn burn in the open

It's what I deserve serve serve, come and get it

Keep telling myself self self this is how you wanted it

No reason to panic

But why do I feel so

Manic

I am everybody's darling but nobody's friend

I don't follow the advice I give out myself

I don't know what I'm doing

If I succeed it's lucky at best

And if I fail it's proof I'm a mess

I wanna burn burn burn in the open

It's what I deserve serve serve, come and get it

Keep telling myself self self this is how you wanted it

No reason to panic

But why do I feel so

Manic

My friends are my friends when no one's around

Yeah I have the most intrusive mind in town yelling at myself

You did this don't fuck this up

Why is it never enough

Don't you love the heat when I light myself up

I'm trying so hard not to panic

Manic

(You did this, don't fuck this up why is it never enough though)