Never Needed You

'Cause I could find freedom on this canvas There we go All my life, I've been anxiously waiting for someone To pull me away from here Help me to disappear How should I know what to do when you're not here? I waited patiently You never came for me! So cut off my breath Empty my lungs Hollow my chest Salvage my heart Bury what's left If you love me to death (love me 'til) There is someone waiting for me down below I would rather leave him unprovoked I don't believe I belong here, but There is nowhere else for me that I can go I have been learning to levitate Head and heart, I've been trying to separate They keep telling me that I should meditate Have you ever seen a demon meditate? Yeah Alright, leave me in darkness My eyes adjusted, now I'm kinda nauseous, yeah Alright, knock me unconscious 'Cause I'm too awake for my own good, I promise I never thought that I'd say this But I never needed you Convince myself that I'm wise when I say that I never needed you So give me one more chance I've been wrong before, so I could be that way again Don't you ever ask me what it's like to lose a friend I have issues to process, but that doesn't matter to them There is someone waiting for me down below I would rather leave him unprovoked I don't believe I belong here, but There is nowhere else for me that I can go I have been learning to levitate Head and heart, I've been trying to separate They keep telling me that I should meditate Have you ever seen a demon meditate? Yeah, yeah Alright, fuck being honest I tried the truth, but you never responded, yeah Alright, knock me unconscious 'Cause I'm too awake for my own good, I promise So fed up So annoyed at feeling like I am not quite enough Everyone is faking, you know it as well as us Who do I depend on when I don't know who to trust? I don't know who to trust, yeah! (I just care too much) I don't know who to trust I don't know who to trust, yeah (I just care too much) I don't know who to trust I don't know who to trust, yeah There is someone waiting for me down below Not a human, angel, or a ghost I don't believe I belong here, but I'm afraid I may have cut it way too close I have been learning to levitate Head and heart, I've been trying to separate They keep telling me that I should meditate Have you ever seen a demon meditate? Yeah yeah Alright, leave me in darkness My eyes adjusted, now I seem neurotic, yeah Alright, knock me unconscious 'Cause I'm too awake for my own good, I promise