Sweet relief like concrete

It lives under my dreams

Has more to lose than me

I can never see it any closer, temple full of vultures

Circlin' my brain like I left it to the worms

Scary vicious unrelentin' birds, twistin' up my words

I carefully scan my eyes

For somethin' that I might've missed the prior thousand times

And God, I'm so afraid of what I'll find

So I guess I've made my bed

And I can't lie to myself anymore

I've put myself through hell, I hear the bells

My hair is growin' thin, my eyes are sunken in

And every mornin' shows how bad a keeper I have been

Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz

Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs

Sick of nothin' feelin' like enough-'nough-'nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck

And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs, shut up-up-up-up

Nothin' ever matters 'til it does-does-does-does

Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the sun is loaded like a gun

And shootin' venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood

I look too far ahead

Glitter in my irises from starin' at the moon

It always calls to me, but I can't seem to say

Anythin' the wind won't carry away

I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions

Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells

I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions

Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells

Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz

Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs

Sick of nothin' feelin' like enough-'nough-'nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck

And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs, shut up-up-up-up

Nothin' ever matters 'til it does-does-does-does

Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the sun is loaded like a gun

And shootin' venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood

I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions

Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells

I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions

Who do project themselves onto picture-perfect cells

I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions

Who project themselves onto picture-perfect cells

I can barely see you standin' right in view of vivid apparitions (like concrete)

Who project themselves onto picture perfect cells (it lives under my dreams)

Become the catalyst

Feel the chaos consume me until I consume it and take command

Command chance

Command truth

Command fear

Command risk