For my brothers that never gave up on me

I don't know no others, but Jimmy, Jacob, and Johnny

Thats the Irish blood, that flows through us all strongly

We like peaky blinders , starting our own army Big shoutout to Syria , I think a wars coming

Watching from a far, respect to my dog Tommy

Daily heart to hearts, it helps me to write calmly

Once you're in you're truth , it's easy to hear your calling

Making real moves, I'm sick and tired of stalling

Too much disrespect, I'm back to the board drawing

Balling , back when my first love was spalding

I was in the driveway, Kevin Garnett stalking

Working on the fadeaway, seeing my mom smoking

Showing me the hook shot , gramps was Magic Johnson

Get up in the chrysler , cover my nose , coughing

Things we were shown was messing with our endorphins

Left us in the cold , outside by dads office

Product of divorces , it made us grow softer

Makes too much sense , grandpa , he was an orphan

Deep in our blood, these unstoppable forces

Guess it coulda been worse , at least we weren't abortions

Grandma made sure to feed us all 3 courses

Looking at the definition, what a pure source is

Then I hit the road , lift off like flying saucers

It was 2010 , Brandon Marshall's on the Dolphins

Used up all my love, what you know about losses

Trips around the coast, we were livin , eating crawfish

Girls, they just wanna have fun, like Cyndi Lauper

First one I wrote , moved to Texas like Corpus

Had a couple Christis, white king like Luka Doncic

But I know she's happy, 2 kids she's riding horses

We still in stay in touch , she's liking and she's supporting

You can't give this up , this passion is too important

Recalling the night, I left flowers on her doorstep

Cayla picked me up , she wondered if it was worth it

Flew from New Orleans , she picked me up that morning

Wonder how she's doing , I know that she served a purpose

We had a friendship , she would get changed behind the curtains

She's under the covers , I'm laying above the surface

I ain't ever tried it, but thought about it for certain

Spent a lot of time, think we healed each others hurting

Wishing I could talk to her , feel it becoming urgent

Helped me with my confidence, gave me some reassurance

Pure soul, nurtured ,one of my favorite nurses

Promise once I make it I'll send her diamonds and purses

Yelled at me for lyrics , she said be a bigger

Person

Hard for me to listen , I spill my soul in these verses

Penmanship master, but I cannot write in cursive

I'm my biggest critic , understand nobody's perfect

Bridges's I done burned em, had to deal with the urges

Checks I went and splurged em, lessons were lip service

Everything is Grand son , and that's word to Curtis

Volunteer for churches , festival flipping burgers

I just wanna take care of family like a steward

Maybe have my own , like my dude Darrin Stuart

One of my soul brothers, all the memories are fluid

Some people still love me , that's the reason why I do it

Shouting out Fernando, he knows what's real music

Then the realest ever, Big Jon he's routing for it

That's my body guard, I'm taking with me touring

Love to Petey Z , where I learned some better morals

I know who's really with me , I put em all in my stories

My own cousin he don't know what's really good for me

Im just manifesting, and hoping to share the glory