So Attached (feat. Celena Lena)

Yeah, yeah, yeah Found this on my birthday The best days are the worst days (worst days) Cause every time it's too late And when I need a favor I'm quick to kneel and pray But what about them times when things just swung the other way? Man I can't tell you how many times I done laid on my face (Jesus) Asked the Lord for grace Just to get me through this phase (how many times) How many times have I prayed just to be on top? (yeah) And when I get it answered why do all my prayers stop? Am I truly ungrateful? But act like I'm content? (fasho) Why does my true religion keep on feeling stitched? (stitched) Like it's all happening in stints (stints) And my consistency is the opposite of strict (that ain't it) Is it just me? (me) Come on tell me, is it just me? (say what) Do I fail to realize that this life ain't Simple, short and sweet? (uh) May I eat? Or can I only fast? (what can I do) I'm expecting to be first soon cause I'm always picked last What's the timetable on that one? What's the ETA? (what's the ETA) What's the everyday tasks to assure that I'll be straight? (huh) Could it be my faith? (Could it) Why do I hesitate? Do I have a connection that's so tight I just can't break? (aye) So attached I think I'm so attached (so attached) I can't pull back (pull back) So attached (yeah) I think I'm so attached (so attached) I'ont wanna pull back but i'ont know how to react So attached I think I'm so attached (I'm so attached) I can't pull back yeah (pull back no no) So attached (yeah) I think I'm so attached (I think I'm so attached) I'ont wanna pull back, but i'ont know how to react So attached to the things I can't see So attached to my feelings, I can't breathe (I can't breathe) I try to do right by God but I'm slipping (slippin') I read His word sometimes but i'ont listen look There'll be times when I spit out verse and I'll look back and I don't mean the words but (words but) It don't mean I don't want Him to come first, just Do not judge me I'm only a person (yeah) And I need time to deal (deal) Deal with my issues from all that I been through, I Try (try) And I try and I try (try) To patch things together my mind feel like feathers (oh) Suffer silently alone in my apartment see I'm lonely so I search for love in All the wrong places (all the wrong places) I be tired of me, I'm lowering on quality I need to trust God with my love life So my apologies It's things like these That attached to my attention (attention) Caught up in the feeling of the moment But I don't wait on His blessings So attached I think I'm so attached (so attached) I can't pull back (pull back) So attached I think I'm so attached (so attached) I'ont wanna pull back but i'ont know how to react Been staring at the ceiling so long I'm starting to see strange I'm reading my word cause I'm tryna seek change I'm seeing through the frame But it ain't plain Jane I'm worth it I remind myself that nobody's perfect (perfect) I think I reached my verdict And starting being honest (honest) Cause lies can be deceptive I won't entertain them comments (uh) But I'll acknowledge (yeah) The life I've lived, I can't say it was flawless (nuh uh) Exposed to some standards That ain't normal to what I follow And if you don't follow Well then you lead (you lead) They talk about prestige And that price cause there's a fee (ching) Told y'all nothing free (free) And this ain't about me (never) But it is one thing (say what) His love and prophecies I'm so attached It's all up in my raps (my raps) The way His words fill up all of my lines Ain't no drafts (nah) I can't explain that it be favor Cause then they wanna intoxicate ya (huh) And if you don't sip it, they gone move on No patience I'm fed up with the lies I'm not surprised Cause that's just how it is (that's just how it is) I chose the narrow road, because I like that fit (yeah) But in the end? They all might disagree (facts) But nobody knows me better than He (facts) Don't judge my relief So attached I think I'm so attached (so attached) I can't pull back (yeah, I can't pull back) So attached (yeah) I think I'm so attached (think I'm so attached) I'ont wanna pull back but i'ont know how to react Woah-woah-woah-o-o-o-oh O-o-o-o-o-o-oh Uh-uh-u-u-u-u-uh So so so so so so so So attached I'm so attached So attached (yea) So attached So attached (yea) So attached