Up to the Sky

I hate that I can't say sorry And think that I need nobody When me on my own is not enough I sleep in and still feel foggy And work is my only hobby I think that I need some better luck Cause I know my days are counted So I need saving ain't no way around it Anymore, and I hate to think about it But when I'm gone what would they say About me, thats why I Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the man I was When I'm up in the sky with the angels Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the things I've done When I'm up in the sky with the angels Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah I hate that I'm never sober I slip and I lose composure Maybe I'm just not good enough, no oh I push when my heart gets closer Been hurting since late October I think that it's time I open up Cause I know my days are numbered So I can't waste away my life and suffer Anymore, and I hope I meet my lover But when I'm gone what would she think about me? Thats why I Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the man I was When I'm up in the sky with the angels Singing out, Hallelujah, Ha- Hallelujah Look up to the sky and I pray you Remember the things I've done When I'm up in the sky with the angels Sing it loud, Hallelujah, Ha-Hallelujah