Sami walked into the wedding alone

And found a corner to call her own

Breaking the top of the bottle and

Cutting her lips but thank god the vodka’s cold

I watched her across the room with stars in the whites of her eyes

I tried to tell her it gets better we both know thats a lie

I don’t drink anymore but I want to get drunk

Just to justify saying stupid shit

I wanna black out, end up at your house

Embarrass myself without the consequences

Of knowing I drove there because I really wanted to

Moved into the house on the hill

Just to get a better view

Every time I think about it

I've got something new to say

Paving routes we took

Monuments along the way

Memories everywhere

But I dont recognize what hurts

How can I forget the words

To a song I've never heard

All of these vices romanticize

That life is just a series of distractions

So maybe I'll stand on the cafeteria table

Shout all my baseless secrets

It’s not religious to say what you really mean

Held my breath in the pool to accelerate the dream

Every time I think about it

I've got something new to say

Paving routes we took

Monuments along the way

Memories everywhere

But I dont recognize what hurts

How can I forget the words

To a song I've never heard