Yeah

I spoke to Keisha for the first time in months

Over text about a week ago and got me in my feelings

And we ain’t talked for very long

I just asked her how she been and how she doin

Said she great and then the conversation ended

Got me thinking reminiscing about back when I was a kid

She’s the one who brought the most expensive gifts for me on Christmas

And now we barely even talkin’

And I wish that shit was different

Cuz’ it seem like after daddy died the family ain’t been clicking

Started thinking about my granny

And that shit brought me to tears

Cuz’ she the one I always talk to ‘bout my problems through the years

Cuz’ every time when me and pops would get into it she was there

When I was cryin’ she would always speak some truth into my ears

Heartbeats ain’t always perfect

Sunshine don’t always come

Soul ties that end in hearses

Moonshine lit up by doves

Lord why’s you take my person

My time is soon to come

One thing I know for certain

My heart was made to love

And I saw her at that funeral

That shit had almost killed her

Seen her son inside this grave

I don’t think anything can heal her

Started getting mad at my mama

Sayin she’s the one that killed him

Momma took it to the courts

And put the order up against her

Now me and granny can’t speak

I saw her comment on my latest post last week

She told me how she knows that Vince (?) would be so proud of me

And her profile picture almost brought to my knees

It was pops

Yeah

I just wish that I had more people with me

I wish my family was closer

Wish my friends wasn’t against me

I wish my cousin hit me up

I wish they told me that they miss me

Hope they see what I’ve been doing

How my music shake the city

Cuz’ I’m closer to my homies

And my n***** then my blood

We was never really close

I used to hate how that shit was

But I hope that they would see me

How I made it out the mud

How I’m living off my lyrics

Shit I used to do for fun

Heartbeats ain’t always perfect

Sunshine don’t always come

Soul ties that end in hearses

Moonshine lit up by doves

Lord why’s you take my person

My time is soon to come

One thing I know for certain

My heart was made to love