...And It Will All End Forever

All of my pride

My gumption

And my fortitude

Swept away

In fiery wind and hail

My love is burned

My hate is heavy

And it will all end forever

A romantic idea

A lust for story and a purpose

Broken down by the trials

I take a knee and hang my head

Surrender to the burdens

Of a thousand failed tasks

I

Never seem to find the rhythm

Consuming entropy

Feeding on chaos

A sporadic deluge

Of waxing and waning

Uncouth and disorderly

A crude sort of elegance

This isn't for me

Some things I don't need

I gave everything

I gave

All of my pride

My gumption

And my fortitude

Swept away

In fiery wind and hail

My love is burned

My hate is heavy

And it will all end forever

My feet ache

My pace quickens

My heart is racing faster and faster

No distance is far enough

Form this cold and ugly place

What I always wanted

Is now what I most deeply fear

Now is the time to be perfectly honest

I'm sinking deeper

In an ocean of doubt

There is no harbor for me

For me to weather the storm

No love for me to

Hate hate hate hate hate hate

Hate

Nothing to gain

I will not

Lose

Anything

Ever again

I will not live

All of my pride

My gumption

And my fortitude

Swept away

In fiery wind and hail

My love is burned

My hate is heavy

And it will all end forever

All of my pride

My gumption

And my fortitude

Swept away