I can go, but you should know that

My situation is not under control, and

I alone sit like a stone in

Destiny's garden with my mind fully blown 'cause

You're gone indefinitely

You are a ring that was tossed in the sea, I'll

Never find the love we shared, I'd

I'd press rewind, but I'm already there

So I picked up all your hair clips and packed 'em away

Right next to the letters that you left me just in case we could figure it out on a better day

In plastic boxes, from New York to LA

I don't wanna die, but I don't have a reason to stay

I wanted space and time, spent time in space, but

What does it matter now that nothing remains? I

Cannot sleep when all I hear is

A silent symphony of pain and disgrace, now

I don't waste every one of my days

Blind, deaf, and dumb, I'm a man with no face, let's

Take this wall and paint it red, I

I put a gun to the side of my head

When I picked up all your hair clips and packed 'em away

Right next to the letters that you left me, so that I could go cry again on a future day

In plastic boxes, from New York to LA

I don't wanna die, but I don't have a reason to stay

No, no, no, no, no, no, nah, nah, nah, nah, not today

I don't have a reason to stay

No, no, nah, not today, not today

No, nah, hey

I no longer exist

I no longer exist

I no longer exist