I’ve been really soul searching

Tryna make sense of what’s important

I bury all animosity

With all the fucked up habits I’m forming

ask the doctor what’s wrong with me

Is it normal to feel like I’m mournin’

I come by it all honestly

it must be part of my odyssey, I don’t know oh oh oh

oh oh oh oh

pull me out of this nightmare

see these eyes but i’m not there

sinking, tryna shake off this feeling, my shadow self haunts me

i’m hell bound and there’s no tether

our hearts never beat together

bleedin’, wrestlin’ with my demons

i swear my brains broken

Cause words only got four letters

Yeah I need to love me better

in a web of, choices that I spun

ego-driven, in the war they won

I’m defeated & exhausted

and i’m bitter with a taste that still haunts my tongue

in chaos lies a lesson

& god knows im being tested

tell him i got the message

& misplaced the blame cause

I don’t know oh oh oh

oh oh oh oh

pull me out of this nightmare

see these eyes but i’m not there

sinking, tryna shake off this feeling, my shadow self haunts me

i’m hell bound and there’s no tether

our hearts never beat together

bleedin’, wrestlin’ with my demons

i swear my brains broken

Cause words only got four letters

Yeah I need to love me better

Cause words only got four letters

Yeah I need to love me better

Cause words only got four letters

Yeah I need to love me better