Searching for answers

Seeking closure too

Losing my truth

Trying to find yours

These answers are harsher than your departure

It's true

I'm trying to keep my composure

It's all I can do

Where did you go

Where did I go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go

Where did you go

All my emotions scattered everywhere

Everywhere

I once though it was just a phase to bear

Thought it was just a phase to bear

But it's too bad

I can't run away

I cannot evade

Controlling my emotions

Quite the coaster

Some days I soar

Others I'm like a floater

The pain became the drug

An addictive affliction

Seeking conviction

Lost in contradiction

Where did you go

Where did you go

I didn't see it

I didn't feel it

I know you were hurting

I know you were needing

Tried to conceal it

Endlessly pleading

It's lurking

How am I to deal with missing parts of you when you're barely here in person

I keep Cursing

Your blessed name until my throat started itching

See urchins are what my hands put in front of my feet every time I try to walk out your life

So I keep hurting

I'm never learning

Our broken memories for my tears is what I keep earning

Deep down I still yearn

And the sensation keep burning

Now these merchants

Keep coming at me with after images of you

So after you I'll chase like burkins

As a diva would without purpose

My life has been but if deaths certain

Then my head on silver platter I'll

personally serve And this service

Is slower then some schools

Politics and the point is

Could you reply it's urgent

Saving grace your text would be

That's my sermon

Help me quiet down these vermin

Like good things affirm this

Answer your call miss It's not the cold it's