If I could let you go

Could I still lean into life and not fall through the floor?

I tried to spit you out

But I'm getting used to the salt sour taste in my mouth

Melt me down, I'm uncomfortable

On the phone bare feet in the snow

Reaching out in a cold desperation

I'll adjust, but I just wanna know

If I could let you go

Could I still lean into life and not fall through the floor?

I tried to spit you out

But I'm getting used to the salt sour taste in my mouth

What remains of something beautiful

What's the point if you can't watch it fade?

I'm just numb, but I'm getting used to it

I get the feeling that gets harder to say

I wonder where you're at these days

Wherever we are, we could still cross wires

Somehow, I know you're right there

If I could let you go

Could I still lean into life and not fall through the floor?

I tried to spit you out

But I'm getting used to the salt sour taste in my mouth

I want to let you go

I want to lean into life after losing control

How can I spit you out?

Cause I'm getting sick of the salt sour taste in my mouth

I wonder where you're at these days

Wherever we are, we could still cross wires

Now I don't have to wonder

If that's really you, now I understand