I'm not gonna be waiting for you, I'm not gonna be waiting for you

I'm not gonna be waiting for you, I'm not gonna be waiting for you

V-Rex going too hard though

Ball in your hands go with your move, you gotta make it count

Look inside my eyes and see the time and that shit running out

Make tomorrow better than today, I can't just sit and pout

Weed used to help me numb the pain, but I still feel it now

And I can never be like them

Used to hoop till I started running wild above the rim

They always told me, will you try to survive the streets, your chances slim

I used to always be with dee, seen how she think like watching film

I think I'm finally starting to notice

They'll rather see you fall then see you make it

Was tired of asking for it, I went out, I had to take it

Can't rap about some shit that I ain't did cause I can't fake it

I'm not gonna be waiting for you

I'm not gonna be waiting for you

Can you wait for me

Put aside my pride and let them put the blame on me

Did everything to help you, but somehow you couldn't see

That I'm the one that you can call whenever, for you I was green

But a **** learned his lesson, that's for sure

Really trying to save em all cant see my people on a shirt

This life really a marathon, don't care if I'm in first

Jalen died, sometimes I wish I put a phone inside the hearse

Just to act like I can talk to you

Hear you laughing one more time and share my thoughts with you

Still a bad thought

Out of touch with all my people, that's my damn fault

Been really going through a lot, but I still stand tall

Just to act like I ain't crying

If I ever told you I'm okay sometimes, just know I'm lying

Was the smallest one around, but still had heart big like a giant

Really gotta change my life, just know I'm trying