I don't know what's wrong with me

I'm in the dark and I cannot find the lights

I'm not alright

I can't for the life of me

Free myself from misery at night

Because I've lost sight

And this may be a cry for attention

Or maybe it's a crisis situation

I can't tell the difference anymore not anymore

And I'm not sure what I should be looking for

I don't care what's best for me

Am I dying for some sympathy from you

Or a second view

The whole world's weight heaped on my back

Another goddamn panic attack I guess

It's still a mess

This may be a cry for attention

Or maybe it's a crisis situation

I can't tell the difference anymore not anymore

And I'm not sure what I should be looking for

I don't know what this will bring tomorrow

Hell I can't seem to get me through today

I'm leaving on a bus to colorado

Hoping these anxieties can finally fade away

I'm leaving this town and it's endless sorrows

But I can't leave my own cage and that's the problem with these plans so maybe

This is just a cry for attention

Or maybe it's a crisis situation

I can't tell the difference anymore not anymore

And I'm not sure what I should be looking for

No I'm not sure what I should be looking for