Underwater floating in the middle

I don’t wanna die too young with a heavy heart

But this is just the start

In my head at war

With these figures and these fragments

Many lives I can imagine

Bars without the Xanax

Bored but still panicked

Tragic titanic

And every single day it’s getting closer

Look in the mirror and say I don’t know you

Another day another day

While time slips away

Nothing that I can say

But still feel a way

And which is way is the way

And which day is today

And go or should I stay

Well what can I say?

I ain’t excited for my bday

Cause another year has passed and not shit has happened to me

I guess I feel a little lost right now

Tryna figure opportunity cost right now

If it’s spring why’s my heart like frost right now

If I’m still young why am I exhausted right now

Looking for a path what am I crossing right now

Looking to the past why I’m getting sauced right now

And yet I found my pocket

And yet I found the confidence now to really rock it

And yet I still haven’t made it

But I’m still hella grateful

Another day living is a day to be thankful

And yeah I’m still overthinking

Yeah I’m still over drinking

Yeah I’m still here sinking light blinking

Yeah I’m still looking for the right way

Hopefully I can find it one day