Picture Myself

My heart is sinking, heart in my throat

Drowning in your old leather coat

And now, I spend my weekends alone

And think of all that I did, now that I don't

You've moved out to West

And down to the city, we make separate beds

But I still hold you in my chest

When things aren't looking pretty, wishing you the best

But am I kidding myself? It's after midnight

Kicking myself for staying

Could I picture myself believing?

Picture myself believing

Am I holding the words my head wants to hide?

Thinking the worse forever

Could I picture myself believing?

Picture myself believing in us

My head says one thing

But this feels amazing

Forever is something

But together, we're crazy

You've moved out to West

And down to the city, we make separate beds

But I still hold you in my chest

When things aren't looking pretty, wishing you the best

Am I kidding myself? It's after midnight

Kicking myself for staying

Could I picture myself believing?

Picture myself believing

Am I holding the words my head wants to hide?

Thinking the worse forever

Could I picture myself believing?

Picture myself believing in us

And I don't know why

No, I don't know why I'm this way

Staying all night

But what if I leave today?

And I don't know why

Why am I afraid to stay