The tiles on his doorstep are smoky and lifeless

In a house where it once was filled with love

The moments we shared so warm and timeless

Nowadays there's nothing more

In thunder and rain we break down again

And in the end it washed you gone

Left to rebrand, you just won't understand

So let it be, I'm giving up

To the gray on the collar of my shirt on new year's eve

2018 what a fucking cheer

To the blue in my dreaming of your eyes, what a beautiful lie

You whine and twist like a broken piano key

I wish I could say it was all a mistake

I wish I could say that I missed you

But you paint me gray and now nothing's at stake

I'm leaving you to drown with your issues

And what puzzles me the most is that you're no longer a hoax

You've been dead and buried almost 7 years

You change yourself, you cry for help, you come back like a ghost

And now I'm begging you to disappear

To the red in the cheeks of the naive kid who you brought to this war

Tell me, what did he have to do with this?

You throw your plates, you scream "disgrace", this will never be like before

There's nothing left for you to show me

I wish I could say it was all a mistake

I wish I could say that I missed you

But you paint me gray and now nothing's at stake

I'm leaving you to drown with your issues

And I tried to smooth it out

I tried to play the fool

But you give me no option

But to wish best luck to you

You poke the bear until it roars

You run and hide saying "what for?"

You set yourself up and then you run

This will end just like it begun

You hold on tight to the shit that gives you meaning

'Cause what are you, if not a problem?

Drama, you create drama to keep being important

Just because you once were smarter

Moving on from something wrong is a proof of your strength

Don't make me come down to you again

Choosing sides like it's a fight is not the smartest stance

Don't make me come down to you again

To the green in the nearest future ahead of me

I'm erasing you from my life

You keep pointing fingers, until it lingers, you'll never cease

But you're alone, this is goodbye