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Traumatized
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Traumatized은(는) {albumName} 앨범에 수록된 곡으로 2024년 9월 20일일에 Nobody's Nothing에서 발매되었습니다.Nothing Is Real
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발매일2024년 9월 20일
라벨Nobody's Nothing
언어English
멜로디에 강한 음악
어쿠스틱 악기 중심
발랑스
춤추기 좋은 음악
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BPM62

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크레딧

작곡 및 작사
Michael Gross
Michael Gross
작사가 겸 작곡가
Cody Stiltner
Cody Stiltner
작사가 겸 작곡가
christopher amor
christopher amor
작사가 겸 작곡가
프로덕션 및 엔지니어링
Thrizzy
Thrizzy
믹싱 엔지니어
NRealistic
NRealistic
믹싱 엔지니어

가사

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
All my life I've tried
Traumatized and I
Can't get this shit off my mind
Everything changed when I picked up the pen
I was finally able to feel feelings again
You taught me that I wasn't allowed to feel
Talked down to my pain like it ain't real
It's very real, and I still ain't healed
Feels like the only time your pops is when you're poppin' pills
You can use your pain just to hold us hostage
But I don't care, it's not my problem its like
You wrote the book on manipulation
Cause at early ages you demonstrated
You can control a kid's life when you narrate it
There was no debating, just interrogation
Till you heard what you wanted to hear
Forced to live in the shadows, I was living in fear
Till I found a mask that I could masquerade in
You were getting high while I contemplated if I
Should take my life
You said you tried, must've missed those times, must've missed those nights
When I stayed up crying
Too many things going on in my mind then
Back then, when I didn't have a choice
Back then, when I didn't have a voice
Just did what you said to avoid a conflict
Now there's voices in my head and I can't stop them
I just want you to know all the things that you did to me
I still got scars from the damage you did to me physically
You only feel pain, no guilt, no shame, no misery
Now I got demons, they live with me, rent free
But I guess that I'm selfish for wanting your love
Yeah, I must be selfish
Cause I didn't buy you any of your drugs
Look, you're a fragment of the man that I've become
You fill your hands with what you can, you run
You had never cared about yourself
So how can you say that you would care for us
When you had let us live in a dump
Yeah, you said that you were always there for us
How can you say you're always there for us
When I spent my entire life thinking that I am not enough
All my life, I've tried
But I just can't seem to live it right
Traumatized
And I can't get this shit off of my mind
Some say that the home is where the heart is
So I guess that I am as homeless as heartless
When you were mad, I became the target
But I pushed through all the hardships regardless
Of what you said or what you thought
Made a lot of friends when I was in the dark
Where were you when I was torn apart
Picking up the pieces to restore my heart
And now, I'm left in shambles
Thought parents were supposed to set examples
Like you never did shit unless you had to
And when I'm around you, it's always bad news
I guess this sucks to suck
You always gotta go and push your luck
And now you gotta suffer
Knowing that it's your fault
That you went and lost the two of us, huh
All my life, I've tried
But I just can't seem to live it right
Traumatized
And I can't get this shit off of my mind
Written by: Cody Stiltner, Michael Gross, christopher amor
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