Okay, fine, but you just don't understand

It's like I'm being punished by the universe

And I feel like I can never even fall in love

I don't wanna be the one that's always giving up

And she wanna talk again, but I don't wanna talk

I'ma pop another pill that I don't wanna pop

And I feel like I can never even fall in love

I don't wanna be the one that's always giving up

And she wanna talk again, but I don't wanna talk

I'ma pop another pill that I don't wanna pop

Angst

Running from my problems

I don't wanna talk about it

I was kinda anxious

If you wanna fuck around, then I can give you practice

You and I are not the same, you been talking nonsense

I would probably fuck it up again, I'm being honest (I'm just being honest)

I'm smoking pack inside the residence, I'm leaving evidence

I feel like I'm heaven-sent, I never wanted this

Let's address the elephant, it's perfect severance

I get back on you, it's bliss, let go of arrogance

I was running out of time while you were running out of options

Never gave a fuck while I was in the club with dirty Robin's

Came into my life and now you ruined me just like a toxin

Talked to me before, but you can never say that it was often

If you ask me how I'm feeling now, it's really nothing

This is for the record

History is written by the victor

History is filled with liars

If he lives, and we die, his truth becomes written

And I feel like I can never even fall in love

I don't wanna be the one that's always giving up

And she wanna talk again, but I don't wanna talk

I'ma pop another pill that I don't wanna pop

And I feel like I can never even fall in love

I don't wanna be the one that's always giving up

And she wanna talk again, but I don't wanna talk

I'ma pop another pill that I don't wanna pop