I'm perplexed, all the ins and outs of life itself are making me upset with it

How come I could feel so righteous but be just as bad as all the folks I demonize to death

With sharp teeth and demon eyes, I've guessed

Now I'm alone with all my lies again

Those to myself and those I'm trying to project

But I'm not sure what I am trying to protect

Some shattered notion of all that I have left

Too much devotion to the places that I've left

In my future, someone's calling me again

But I'm not listening because my head is in the sand

No, it doesn't match my plan, so it's not worth it to me

Regret, a weighted blanket upon all our hopes and dreams makes us unable to forget

And there's a cure, it's out there somewhere but truth be told I haven't found it yet

Now I'm forever in its bed

A beggar with a debt

To every stupid drunken thing I ever did

Seems to bite me more the longer that it's hid

Hides remorse away self-pity's what it gives

Now it's about me again

In my future someone's calling me again

I'm not listening because my head is in the sand

No, it doesn't match my plan

So its not worth it to me